Officially moved to http://vickypwnz.livejournal.com/.
Moving back when I get sick of it.

The cold air's coming to take its place.

Squats today was a killer my legs are already aching now and Royston says it'll get worse tomorrow, so if it doesn't all my hair will drop out and I'll sprout feathers. Like, whattheheck I can barely bend my knees now they hurt so much I feel like those aren't even my pair of legs I'm walking on. P.O.O.P.

School hasn't been going easy on me. A Math's a mess and Chemistry a typhoon. The only period I enjoy is probably recess, but oh feck we didn't even have a proper recess today.. *grumble grumble* I don't even know what I go to school for. Maybe just to collect the homework and go home wondering what I've been doing during lessons for the whole day. Perhaps I should just quit school now and be a Pre-School teacher. I'm sure they'd hire me because I know my ABC and 123.

Did I mention? I bought my new Tamagotchi~ Version 6's out already but I bought the Version 5 one cuz it looks more appealing and the price is cheaper so. But many people say that the Version 6 one is better!!!!1!!!! Oh heck it, I'm not in the mood for any controversies now.

I'm still contemplating whether I should bath today or not. My legs hurt so much I don't even want to leave the comfort of the chair.
.....................................................................okay maybe I should.

To hell with aching legs, let's just hope there won't be any bulging muscles at my thighs after today.

December is the darkest, June is the light.

1. I've been in my PJs for the whole day. Hello Kitty~ \m/
2. I wanted to go gyming/swimming today but in the end........ didn't. As usual, sigh.
3. In the end I didn't go fer Flag Day with EDS on Saturday.
4. I understand A Math 5.5 it's not the end of the world yet yay means we can all live one day more!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!!!!! 8-)
5. Tomorrow's school.
6. Stuck at home for the whole day.
7. I don't think I have a life: Sorority Life, Facebook, blogs, Neopets..
8. I finished 15 jellies at one go after lunch today! :-)
9. I stink. Literally.
10. Dinner's here. K bye.

What to do when the whole world is crumbling down?

Maybe I should: Go bath now
I love: Almost everything
I don't understand: Why my grades are so low.. okay maybe I do
I lose: My patience when I do something and it doesn't work out
People say I would: Become a famous Porn Star HA HA
Love is: Blind
Somewhere, someone is: Playing piano and thinking of me heh :-)
I will always: Do my homework and self revision from Term 3 onwards
Forever is: Everyone's dream
I don't want to: Give up on anything
I think the current US President: Has a cool name!
When I wake up in the morning: I get grouchy and feel like peeing
My past is: Over
I get annoyed when: I have to repeat myself
Parties are for: .........sex? (inserts LOL face)
My dog is: Constantly bullying me!!!!!!11!!!!!
My cat is: -
Kisses are the best when: They come from the heart
Tomorrow: Is Flag Day
I really should: SLIM DOWN!!!!!!!!!!11!!!
I have low tolerance for people who: Think they're all that
Today is: Significant
The world is: Unfair
I wish I could: Accomplish something worth remembering

I was bored.

A subtle kind of pain that keeps me from sleep.

I'm scared of Meet-the-Parent-Session tomorrow.
I'm scared of seeing many underlined marks in my report book.
I'm scared of looking at my L1R5 score.
I'm scared of looking at my level position.
I'm scared of what my parents will ask Mr Zaid about me.
I'm scared of what Mr Zaid will say about me.
I'm scared of loosing my senses.
I'm scared of not being a good-enough daughter.
I'm scared of letting my parents down.
I'm scared of letting Mr Zaid down.
I'm scared of letting myself down.

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School work's really taking a toll on me and esp so after today's A Math lesson cuz it made me realize how stupid and slow I am despite thousands of explanations I still don't get the conversion of non-linear to linear.
................or was it the other way round?
But seriously I don't give a fuzzyshit about Math when I failed it like shit for SA1 when everyone else is acing it cuz the paper was supposed to be easy. Sausagebun to think I actually passed for CA1 and I was gloating all over the success................................

Urgh I've gotta start making my way outta the C band and move towards the B or A band!!!!!!!!!!11!!! I'm feeling so motivated it hurts. To think I've studied so much.
Really!!!
So you know what? I'm gonna revise and complete the A Math worksheet and be a n.e.r.d. HA HA HA wasn't that just funny.

At this point of time I realise this post is more of a ranting most rather than a.......... well you know what I mean. On a lighter note, I'll be wearing PE consecutively for three days and that makes me happy because I think PE is way way wayyyyyyy cooler than the uniform and the design's better too. So yeah. Well, guess that's the only thing to cheer me up after all these results shit.

School's a slack tomorrow and that's probably the only good thing about tomorrow. Oh wait tomorrow's a special day too heh :-) Okay so that's two good things. Mm k I feel better now so I shall go eat more food~

Short life, cheap thrills.

Tomorrow's the Inter-School Debate and I'm participating remember to cheer me on okay even though I'm likely to win anything but still! Cheer me on okokok I'll get really nervous and I do have stage fright even though I don't look like the type that has stage fright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay okay end of advertisement!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

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I'm red.......................... all over!!!!!!!!! Guess I had contact with too much sun today, but that's a good sign, seeing that I have a chance of getting tanned, for once! There was the launching of the bottle rockets, Basketball Inter-Class................ Gee, no wonder I'm like this now! Guess all I need now is a hard, cold bath.................

As I'm going to end this, let me just remind you guys that tomorrow is going to be a very special day because there is the Inter-School Debate which I will...........................

........................................okay I get it you get it I shall stop now.

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The day the light shines on.

I know I haven't been updating much so............. Here goes.

It's really good to hear that exams are over but not so pleasent to know how trashy your results are....... And how perfect other's can be. Just makes you feel inferior, incomparable, defeated................... Just like a fool. I may not seem affected much about my results but seriously, trust me, it can't be any worse than this. Feels like the whole world is crumpling down leaving you alone to face the barepiece of land yourself, not knowing what to do or who to call for help. Guess the only way to help yourself is to start doing something about re problem. You know what? I don't get myself so forget it.

Things have been pretty screwed up for me this weekends. The much anticipation of the long awaited weekends just poofed in a blink of an eye. It's complicated and I don't feel like elaborating, but sometimes my parents can be so unfair and think they're always right and blame everything on me and even of I explain it sorta = not explaining at all cuz they NEVER LISTEN. Which can be frustrating. Forget it, I don't wanna bring too many family issues up on cyber space. Who knows who's reading my blog.......... Could be the new Mas Selamat waiting to bomb my whole house............. ............... .......................

And to make things worse, I was late for my tennis lesson today because I sorta forgot the time and..... Yeah. So things were very awkward and went very wrong but luckily my parents didn't scold me wait they didn't even talk to me at all ZzZzZzZzZzZz. So I had to apologize profusely to my coah and thank goodness he was a nice guy he said it was alright but I guess he vented all his anger on the tennis ball no wonder I couldn't catch them cuz they flew too high/far.

I didn't have dinner today, neither did I have it yesterday. You know what I think I'm beginning to sound like a whimpy little kid with all these emo mommy help me I'm confused in a dilemma kinda thing so I guess I should stop.

On a lighter note............ Tmrw's school day and we're gonna launch our rockets can't believe I'm getting excited over THAT. K bye cyber world I'm going off now.